awful...

last week was awful busy... seriously busy... not mention tired and exhausted like hell... (haha..)
this week is really really awful... i am awfully broke...seriously broke... I WANT MONEY!!!... when JPA gonna 'input' money into my account??? WHEN??!!! i am broke..
i already passed the heartbroken phase, now i am entering 'money broken' phase...??
not fair... so cruel... isk..isk..
i know that it my fault, excessive in spending money (well, shopping, paying bills n many more). however that things are essential... of course i need to spend more money, new semester just begin... it consume a lot of money... nowadays, all the products and things are hellish expensive...! even you ate 'nasi putih' with vegetable and chicken fried, it cost you RM4.oo at least... that the most cheapest... do you believe it??? why it so expensive? petrol price was already decrease... even buses wouldn't reduce their fares... hello, the petrol price was reduce and of course the diesel too... if we that rich, we will not ride in bus... we will buy a car...
life cost and consume a lot of money, even you are a student... there is no escape...
therefore, for me to be penniless ( not totally penniless, but the amount is rapidly decreasing and reducing) is completely not my fault alone...