awful...

last week was awful busy... seriously busy... not mention tired and exhausted like hell... (haha..)
this week is really really awful... i am awfully broke...seriously broke... I WANT MONEY!!!... when JPA gonna 'input' money into my account??? WHEN??!!! i am broke..
i already passed the heartbroken phase, now i am entering 'money broken' phase...??
not fair... so cruel... isk..isk..
i know that it my fault, excessive in spending money (well, shopping, paying bills n many more). however that things are essential... of course i need to spend more money, new semester just begin... it consume a lot of money... nowadays, all the products and things are hellish expensive...! even you ate 'nasi putih' with vegetable and chicken fried, it cost you RM4.oo at least... that the most cheapest... do you believe it??? why it so expensive? petrol price was already decrease... even buses wouldn't reduce their fares... hello, the petrol price was reduce and of course the diesel too... if we that rich, we will not ride in bus... we will buy a car...
life cost and consume a lot of money, even you are a student... there is no escape...
therefore, for me to be penniless ( not totally penniless, but the amount is rapidly decreasing and reducing) is completely not my fault alone...

memories...

last week was the last school holidays... this week is the first week of school days...
i just remember something funny about my first day at the primary school..
i registered a bit late, second day after the school started...
when, i was a kid, i a bit shy... (still shy, even now... hehe)
after my dad registered me, and introduced me to my homeroom teacher, my dad was about to return home...
bcoz i'm very SHY person, i ran away from my class and followed my dad... i said i want to return too.. i wasn't crying at that time... (strange...)
i think my dad was irritated at that time but he still tried his best to comfort me and persuade me to attend school at that day... but i refused and i already ran toward my dad's motorcycle... (what a kid i was at that particular time, huhu...) he still don't gave in, still tried to persuade me, but because of my stubbornness... my dad gave up and we return home.. (poor my dad, sowii.... :{)
and i came to school tomorrow after that day (it should be my second day in school, rite?) my dad promised me something like if i behave like a good kid, he would gave me something as a reward (hmm.. i couldn't remember neither the reward nor the promise... hmm.. was it is??, hmm... couldn't recall it ), so i managed to behave like one... haha.. what typical kid i was, i like the other kids who like to be pampered...
i was the only one of my families who ran away from school at the first day, my lil sis and my lil bro, didn't ran away... i'm the only one was...

how about you all?
did you behave like me, or opposite of me?



do you think that they are a best friends?
i don't have any picture about my primary school... huhu..

which one is cuter?

which one is cuter?

A. the cartoon baby
B. my boyfriend (ehmm...)
C. sleeping baby
D. sleeping cats
E. me??? (hehe...)

what could be your answer?
just killing the time, i can't sleep after all...
so, i'm just pick random topic to post it to my blog...

sleepy....

i want to sleep... but i can't..
my eyes don't want to close.. isk.. isk..

what should i do?
should I calculate sheep like Mr. Bean did?
i don't think it gonna help me...
wa..wa... HEEELLLLLLLLPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEE!

as entertainment, i post a slot from GINTAMA manga by Sorachi Hideaki..



read it from right to left..
want to know the ending?
haha... just read the manga, you will know the ending...

BROKEN HEART

If you see this, you might get the very wrong idea...
It definitely or absolutely not want you think..
I'm not been dumped or something unlucky like that.. TOTALLY NOT...
It just... this was how I felt for the past days..
HUHU... so broken...
i felt want to shoot my head, you know..
I'M not suicidal, it just showed how that i felt.. HUHU... want to cry..

well, i'm okay now.. (still recovering).
pass is pass... dun need to bother by it.. it just waste time and energy..

I'll fighting and get it over completely..
GANBATE!!!
Cheer up...
worrying is no good...
DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY..

yep, i will be happy..
no more stupid broken heart..
BE HAPPY!!!
I WISH ALL OF YOU, BE HAPPY TOO..
TQ, BYE..